regret~~

seriously,,,I realy2 feel so rumorse with what had happen to me,,
every day ,,iget bad luck,and it never change until now,still with the bad luck,,,
from the small thing,to the importent thing,,,, what must I do?...
in the all thing I feel so regret is love,,
I always fail in love ..and the love I very loven it,,
just a liar only,,, I had been lie by the girl,who I trusted more then everyone...
but ,I realy dont beleave it she had betrayed me from back,,,
thats feel so hurt and i realy cant hold their anymore....
and the effect by this,,
i get some disease 'leaver cancer'..
and the docter said to me last weak,,I just a few weak or month,,or maybe less then that,,,
I will pass away...

Gundam 00 Movie (Mou Nani mo Kowakunai, Kowaku wa Nai) by Chiaki Ishikawa

Gundam 00 Movie (Mou Nani mo Kowakunai, Kowaku wa Nai) by Chiaki Ishikawa

I did not owned this song.
This is the insert song from Gundam 00 Movie : A wakening of the Traiblazer
Song Title : Mou Nani mo Kowakunai, Kowaku wa Nai ( I'm Not Afraid Anymore)
Singer : Chiaki Ishikawa

Lyrics (romaji)

dare ka ga iki o suru tabi ni
sunda mizu ga nigotte iku
kono mori no naka ni iruto kiokure shisouda yo
isshinfuran ni yureru hana ga
sono inochi o tsukisusunde shimau no wa
boku ga sono koe o hirowazu ni kitakara

mou nani mo kowakunai kowaku wa nai
kiiroku natta ha ga
hagare ochite iku inryoku o kanjite mo
mou nani mo kowakunai kowaku wa nai
ikiteru sore dakede
tashikana tane o tsukande iru

me no mae no mizuumi ga yawa hada o sagashite iru
itoshi tenai basho e
kono kumo ga korogatte ikunara
mou nani mo kowakunai kowaku wa nai
nashikuzushi no you ni asayake ga mieru
naraba ame o furaseyou
mou nani mo kowakunai kowaku wa nai
ryoute o nurashite ku kono mitasa reta kimochi dakede

yosoku fukanouna kono unabara mattou ni aruite iku joushiki toka
aimai sugiru shinkokusa nado mou iranai
kowaku wa nai

ima wa kowakunai kowaku wa nai
kiiroku natta ha ga
hagare ochite iku inryoku o kanjite mo
mou nani mo kowakunai kowaku wa nai
iki teru sore dakede
tashikana tane o tsukande iru

change

from today,,
i wanted to wrote my blog/post in english,,
yeah2,,i know my language in english to bad,,
but with this,,it will help me to improved it..haaaa...
'tengkujuh' season look like had been pssed in the calendar,,
but rain still non stopped from moisted the earth,,,,arrrgggg
i'm also gettin mad on this , all of my plan had been canceled coursed by this weather..
what must i do right nowWWWW!!!!!

ku mnunggu dan mnunggu....

stiap hari,,stiap masa,setiap jam,stiap mnit,stiap saat,,,,,
aq mnunggu akn kpulngan drinya ke ssi aq,,
stiap hari aq mnunggu tgurn dri diri nya,,,,
aq sdr aq hnyalh mnusia biasa yg blh d ktakn bgaikn tdak lyk dbri pluang ke dua n kmaaffan
stelh apa yg aq lkukn trhadap dri nya,,,
nmun ,,apkn daya,,hti ini btul2 ingn kn nya kmbali kessinya,,,
ku tdk mnghrpkn ap2 ,,yg ak hrap,,dia sudi mnerima dri ku smula,,,,
dan aq tdak akn ssekali mngkhianati dri nya,,,
aq brjnj aqn mnjaga drinya se baek mngkin...

parent......

aq tul2 x phm a ngn parent aq ,trutamenyew ngn mak aq
entah ap2 jew die,,nie x kena,tu x kne,,pdhl diew tu,,,,,
aq smpai dh nek ilng sbr!!!
hri tu tme aq blik cuti sem kejap,die ktew aq ckp diew 'gilew'!!
pdhl aq x ckppn mlh aq sbut mndew len dowhh..!!
nie tdy die tnyew ktew ad kaen nk bsuh x,,aq ktew kjap,,then mrh2 ktew aq wt bisu,,,!!!
eee!!gram tul aq,,aq ngn mslh aq sndri x selesai,nk tmbh lg,,da tudie mrh aq ngn mndew2 yg lngsung xdew hubung kaet ngn hal yg d gaduhkn nyew,,,
bengang tul aq!!!!!!!!
da la,,mls aq nk stay lmew2 kt snie!!,lusew aq nekad nk blik ostel kt kuantn!!!
xdew duet pn xpew!!
x kesa lngsung!!

hurmm,,,,tagged..

setelah sekian lmew ku mninggl kn laman sosial ini,,,
nmun entah mngapew hty ku ini trasew ingin mmbukanya beberpa jam lalu,,,
di laman ini,,,pnuh dengn kenanggn manis aq brsamanya...di sini lah bermulanya ttik pertemuan antara aq dngan dia,,,msih aq ingt lgy tarikh e2,,February 24, 2010 at 9:21am...
pada waktu e2 adlh saat pling ckup indh dla hdup aq....
dan tnpa aq sdari jaoh aq sdang mngelamun tringtkn saat e2...air mata ku mnitis lg dn mmbsahi pp ini....aq adlh sorng yg ckup ssah untuk mnitiskn air mata,tp knapew bla tringtkn tntng dia,,
aq mnjadi bgini....
ngapakh dia hrus mlakukn bgini pda aq???.apkh kkurngan aq??.
tlong lah,,ssiapa sja..britahulh aq,,ap kkurngn pda aq ini...
hari dmi hari,,aq mrasakn hdup aqini sdah tdak brmkna lg,,,
lh hty aq mkn skit mlihtdia brsama org laen,,apkn tdaknya,,kmi blajar d tmpt yg sama mlh dalam khursus yg smew......hal ini tlah mmbuat ak mnjadi sprh gilew pa bila mmikrknnya.....
tlh bnk kli aq mncuba ntuk mncri gntie,,nmun ,,tiada stu pn yg dpat mmahami aq...
apkh slapdn slah aq,,
knapa tiada yg ingin mnegur ksilapn ini....